Introversion at their best part 1

Whether it's school or work I always want to stay subtle as long as I'm away from home; I easily blend in and make the best of myself with or without repercussion.

A simple good morning and a broad smile always pays me a great deal no matter how irrelevant it seems; So, I resort to imagining an environment where everyone around my work place exempt me from sharing my very own space, that is; without people asking rhetorical questions to test my socially inept nature, but I just sit there and seen't (ignore) them just to escape their conventional intentions. When I go to work I just want to work and not to socialize, indulge myself in the small talk community of people masquerading to be something they aren't and all at once we are all just busy being fake to each other, when the day claps I am the one that's getting drained the most because I just wanted to work in the first. I work my butt off to exhaustion cause that's what I signed up for, it's not that I hate being a rebel at my boss but I just wanna carry my duties unquestionably.

I actually work in a construction company, which means a lot of people, interaction and the sake of productivity; teamwork and staying Loud if you wanna be heard, so it’s a reasonably pretty prodigious socializing economy for good work results.

 
When we report at 07:30 am we start working in a group of 5 - 6 dudes in one group, and all these others can be loquacious and only moui gets to be quiet, yet smirking and grinning weirdly while  all these main action stars tell the tales of their jolly rogers of the previous sunset, and you know it's kind of hard to live with such but harder and frustrating when someone cranes their neck and turns the mic on you and ask; "hey, why don't you talk like the rest of us, man?" Am like "Bioottccchhh, why you always talking ??"  In my head that is; and to clarify that; that dumb question people ask when you being quiet in your own temple (mind) it's asking you why I like wearing Comic action figures' underpants, the answer is clearly something you should even mind  knowing.

So at this work place, we get to be given a certain portion to work, and  most of my co-workers spend most of their time chatting, socialising and acting like they are the workplace-legends, but I, on the other hand I put this butt to work for 4 hours straight before lunch break (and for that my boss always counts me as his first tops employees and  consider me for any promo around) Don't get me wrong I hate my job, hehehehe but I don't like getting caught doing nothing by the supervisor then I gotta explain sh*t to them and that's exactly not me, so, long story short I spare myself some trouble by being in line with what's expected of me.
When you are an reclusive you just cut your self outta people's circles by having other responsibilities spending time at setting goals and making sure you spent appropriate hours at work, I mean what if someone tells you they wanna hang out, and you don’t know how to turn down the offer, won't this be a great opportunity to say "sorry, I got work" that's the best thing I ever have everyday because I don’t have to lie to anyone, the said part is stay masquerading as if I’ve involuntarily dedicated myself to my job but in actual sense I’m just busy avoiding the public from invading our space. "I love work"  nope, more like I love keeping people away from me in the name of he's-dedicated to work, which is an energy that's not put to waste,...

Am not saying hanging out is a bad idea but, unnecessarily wilding out 3 quarters of the week, hell no, that ain’t me at least I want to have enough time to myself to watch embarrassing shows that no one cares about and play my weird music playlist.

So please ladies and gentlemen if you are reclusive like me add it to your productivity and not for negativity and soliciting, being reclusive Power, and just like any power source it can create and destroy at the same time, use it to your advantage let all this apply even in your home, get yourself busy do all the necessary chores and nobody will question you why u like to be alone cause they'll all figure out that you are just too tired from all that work when in reality u know your secret, I trade my solitude with hard work, and it always pays.

Am not saying hanging out is a bad idea but, unnecessarily wilding out 3 quarters of the week, hell no, that ain’t me.